Looking For Something

I Must Be Looking Something That I Can't Seem To Find In Myself Back an Forth With Different Ex's Searching For Love That Isn't Really There The Fact That i know They Care Is What Makes Me Aware. But the Thought of Trying To Love Them Again Is A Mistake In Its Self. I Know My Parents Looking Confused. "How Could You Dare" Hold Hand With The Souls Trying to Find Something That Was Never There. Im Looking For Something & i Have No Thought Of What It Is. Maybe I Just Want to Be Touched Or Maybe I Want To Feel. A Man Wanting Me Since Im Single And Alone. Will i Ever Be Loved? Thats i secret i Want Known. Im Looking For Somuvhething But I See I Should Look In My Self And Pull Out My Integrity that I know Is There Pull Out My Pride My Beauty My Respect. Because First I Have To Love Me In Order To Recieve it Back. I Was Looking For Something & U Found Myself.