Lost

Im on this journey, and when I started Im not sure. But now Im lost and in the background I hear, "what were you thinking" echos of my freaking past... "I told you not to do it"...that marriage didnt last. So I pick up the pieces graduation bound, but I stumble, I fall trying to climb this mound. What does it even matter, this journey never ends. Graduate find a job...find a friend lose a friend. Im lost. The world is ending around me. Water is scarce. The person I voted to help...is..no where. I cant save myself Im helpless. I go from path to path. But Ill never give up and ill try to remember this path. Because one day when I find myslef I can help you find you. And the failures and pain weren't pointless...i just had to wait till I was due.