lost

life is always so uncertain

and thats not something you learn in school,

its not something you can fully prepare for, either,

because to lose someone you loved dearly

will burn you to your core.

it will rip a hole in your chest

and unlease years of emotions.

losing the one i loved so much

is a pain i have never felt before,

and knowing i wont 

see their face, hear their voice, and feel their hugs

shatters every piece of my heart