Lost

when they saw you ,they always seen me 

we were always together like we were supposed to be 

relationships goals

but no one would really knows

now that we are done ,it’s like

 i am lost 

lost like no where to be found 

you said you love me but was it really true 

now i question it because  i really thought it wouldn’t be you 

But i guess i was wrong and now your gone 

you were my escape from everybody else but now you bring the same energy as them 

trying to find my contentment in a sea of snakes 

only to know that you were one of them 

you said i was different but treated me as i were the same  

the way that you treated me after was the worst pain i ever felt 

your words i always believed 

I was such a fool 

I’m sorry i wasn’t the girl you wanted me to be 

I’m sorry you weren’t the boy i thought you were 

my heart that you broke 

has never been so cool 

cold as ice  

you said that you would change 

but still did the same thing 

over and over 

i let it happen 

so stupid i was 

it was so tragic 

God is with me and i will not fall 

strong as an ox 

fierce as a lion 

brown skinned girl

no one is going to love me but me