lost

the feelings of agony have been courcing through my veins and mind

putting me through a war.

i watch the stars and setting suns as the years are passing by 

i never knew that hope was fatal as i looked it in the eye.

making me cast out the light,

damning me.

dead and gone 

whats done is done 

im letting go of what i once believed 

then i lost it all in a constant feeling of sorrow

and who can save me now.

ive become dead and broken 

with my back against a wall turing into a shell of myself.