Lost

Does it make me lost, if i can't find myself? standing in a crouded room, that seems so quiet, but is so loud, does it make me lost to never know, what i've been searching for, or where it might be, am i lost because i don't understand the beauty of me, am i just a shadow to everyone out their, or am i just nothing sitting at the wall, i know where i am but never who, so am i lost, if i always lose?