Lost Cave of Hopelessness

I ponder my consiousness through such pitch darkness 

As memories of once in the light which you had taken from my posession

Is thus held captive by the dried up tides of once was peace

As every dawn seemed only the brink of dusk

As I dare not holler in the dead of night

For the demons of disparity thus thee created 

Will come out with a deadly fright

Their supernatrul power

Overcoming such a conciousness of mine

I wonder myself through thee so evil

Falling into your pool of nothingness

As darkness falls upon me only in such hatred

As thee have forsaken me

In the gate of hopelessness

When around thee

My dreams so seldomely fade

Every shackel of love I feel so softly flows away

When I awake in the moonlight

Light of only life's reflection

As the music of the arising dead

Leads me only pondering In the lost cave of hopelessness

The prison of my own

One which embeds me

In my own fears of being decieved by loved ones of my own

As most around have only detatched from me

Only leaving me with fear, darkness, and disparity

As thus my only companion

For death; is only the brink of living

Either in heavenly peace

Or hellish suffering of darkness

Which thee feels as if such not deserved

As I think of my reflection

As only another prism of a soul such as mine