Lost Everything

Feeling like no matter who you talk to, Everyone judges you.

"I just feel like dieing." 

"No you don't your just upset. You'll get over it."

I cant help how i feel

At times im just down 

Cant ever smile

No matter how much i try i always realize i have this type of liquid running down my face & i cant control it.

They always say " God doesnt give you more than you can handle."

But yet Why am i still here?

Has been the only questiong that has been running thru my mind

Going thru all this pain

Just sitting here in this rain

All this fear

Who am i going to loose next?