Lost in Love

I have the unique 

Ability to hide all my

Feelings for people

I fell hard for you

From the first word to last breath

But kept it hidden

I hid all I could

I hid it for a long time

Kept it deep inside

But it could not last

Not forever, not ever

So I confessed it

I spoke of it some

But I felt my heart give in

No longer hiding

Flood gates opened wide

Awhirlwind of love destroyed

The walls I put up

I can't hide from it 

I can only accept these

These feelings I hate

Cause they don't matter

No, not really anyway

They won't for awhile

I like to wonder

'Maybe one day, maybe soon

I'll see this love through"

But only God knows

Where this could be leading me,

if you love me too.