LOST LOVE

Lost Love 
I often I wonder where you are
I always pray for that shooting star
that shines from far into your heart, 
hoping the past will twist a twining flicker of me 
just for you to understand I am thanking of you, 

I had always wonder why we had to end 
why we moved so far away; 
I often wonder if you ever think of me
on mountains high is you and I
in memories when love was so sweet, 

I know we haven't been together for some years 
but it feels like a decade of tears, 
I know we are separated by fate 
to lead a life for what is right 
But I still remember everything about you 
when we had spent time making joy in life, 

Love we did share in a life unfair 
what we had ended in pure air
oh, how my eyes drooped down to the ground
thinking back on every word you had ever said
at times I wish I could see you again 
but that is only a new thought 
fighting with the old ones, 

Fate was once on our side 
but then it made me alone again
without your company can feel kinda fony 
leaving me more lonely 
without your love gets harder by the days 
my life is in the gray's 
but every time I hear your name 
my heart begins to throb in pain 
that echoes of longings, 

I try so hard to never let no one come around me
just to say how much they love me 
then brake my heart like you did 
I stay strong by being alone during the course of my life
I look at me to see what I need to change 
I don't give no other the blame
so I cry out in the rain for God to take away my pains
so one day love could shine back into my life where it belongs.

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)