Lost Love

It's bad and oh so sad

Absence doesn't make it grow fonder

That view was really nice, but I still wasn't

The future is almost here and you won't be 

Imagining that voice is hard to do now

Time isn't making it any easier

The healing process hasn't stopped because some wounds are open

When will I let it go ?

There will always be that small amount of memory of you

I wish it didn't have to end before it even started

Some tried to take your place, but yet you're still number one

Now that it is my last year, your presence would have been the most important

And you not being here for this moment makes me can't help but to say

I miss you

I love you

My first love

My lost love 

My mother