A Lost Muse

I have lost my muse of writing,

I am simply too happy to write.

I naturally write from my pain,

but I do not have any at the moment.

Its almost like I am not capable of ...

composing something possotive.

I must think deep into my heart,

into my past pain and struggle.

But to accomplish that I will be putting myself in a state of pure sorrow,

I am solely scared to enter that deep depression.

I have lost my muse of writing,

Because I am immensely scared to find it.