lost my best friend

i lost my best freind, god please help me cuz i miss your smile , i miss your laughter, but more then anything i miss you. i am sorry if i souind needy. i  miss you and i wsh you were4 hear with me today, tomarrow, and forever, but yiou made it clear that you dont want the same and it hurts so much to relive that you dont see what i see. i want you to love me the way i love you, i want you to care, i want to belong   with you i wanted to be a pair. i ana to be one not 2. and i know everything was my fault, and i know things will change from this day on. i cry in this lonely roomon this e4mpty night brocken and dont know what's right and whats wronge. as i sit hear thinking about you knowing you have moved on to another person who is not worth your time. but all thses tears  i cry tonight are happy tears as i look back on all the memories we had together.