Lost but not found

It ain't about me I see it now
Because I want like this
You want it like that
Now I want it like that
You go back to this
I guess you just love going against me
It is what it is
But I thought you'll be happy I changed
You just wanna ruin my traffic lanes
I fix it
You break it down
Look me in my face and let me know it's your town
I'm just lost
Won't ever be found