The lost soul

Shes the girl with the tear in her eye the one that no one seems to understand people keep judging her but no one sees her constant troubles all they see is her smile but little do they know she has so much going on you never see her talking to anyone she hides everything she doesn't talk to anyone they say she's strong because she is smiling but that's just a lie every door that opened would always close she's fading away losing herself because of her own thoughts she went out searching for herself afraid of what she might find she became afraid of herself she became her her own worse enemy would she like who she was or what she was becoming was she just an illusion a figment of there imagination as she crept out from the shadows she saw nothing not even her own shadow was she really living a dark life was she really living at all