Lost without me

I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real

But pain really hurts and its really how I feel

Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears

I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears

I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand

You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand

So many promises you made, and more of them broken

Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking

A lot of things I did not say

Now I can't find my way

I feel like a boomerang, you throw me but not only that

Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back

Back to you, back to pain

Nothing has changed your still the same

I can not start over because I don't know where to start

I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart

If we are suppose to follow our dreams, why can't I follow you

Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me to