Lost in your lies

I have lost many to my lies seeing them break before my own eyes. I never set out to ruin someone's life, but how do I know, maybe it's a lie. When the one person you love in the world loses trust to your lies, she'll shut down and severe all ties. No matter what you do to gain her trust back you will forever be a liar, I use to lie next to that person I loved, now I lie alone facing the truth, I'll never have her back she has completely given up. It's easier to lie than tell the truth, but being truthful will eventually kill the liar that lies in you.