As For Love

As for love 

Don’t get distracted by hurt people 

Like water and oil, the separation will never be diluted

Like a chemical reaction, it will just sit on the top surface 

As all the emotions caved in 

This is what I felt once upon a time 

A feeling once upon of time 

Your obsession towards me was sickening 

I don't trust 

I don’t enjoy moments 

Nothings forever 

Just temporary seconds of fake love

Just bullshit words and lies that filled up my soul for seconds 

Everything is make believe in a world filled with artificial personality’s

All I know is pain, lost, pain lost 

All I know is pain, lost, pain lost 

You can hear the loudest cries if you listen 

Fuck You anxiety 

You are like the silent yells 

The loudest screams that no one heard

No one has heard me 

Only my emotions Spoke

You choke me up sometimes and I can’t breathe 

You won’t understand unless you’ve experienced domestic violence 

If you can’t walk crawl, keep moving 

Sometimes in life things and words will seem as if your world has ended

Learn how to do things for you 

And walk away from any situation 

That hurt you