Love!!!

You saw me. 

For the first time I didn't pull back.

It wasn't forced, It wasn't planned.

Me loving you and you loving back.

You told me I was first.

You told me  you never loved. And like a stupid girl I believed.

To think I was special was my fault.

But the truth was something you will not do.

I told you you can be honest but you will not look at me when you spoke to me.

I cried not because I was needy but becuase I was falling harder then I can imagine.

Why lie?

Why cry?

Even if we weren't special even if what we had was not pure.

All I wanted was you but I just wanted more.

It started with one lie. 

Now look where I'm at.

Questiong everything. questioning our love.

Do I mean anything?

But all I could do is just believe.

Believe what you say.

Believe when you say you love me.

But will you believe the same?

Will you?

Even if you already had your first kiss, your first heartbreak.

I'll be there when you have your first breakdown, your first tears.

Because I know deep down you never cried.

Maybe once.

But even those tears weren't enough.

so tell me the truth.

Everything.