love?
Waking up to words from you gets me through the day
I try my best to hide the way I feel but fuck
You’re my sun, my stars, my angel like Charity
But I’m the demon who can only hurt you if you know the truth
I’ve written songs for you
Been there for you
Fallen in love with you
I’ve got this hole in my heart that only you can fill
You’re so close to me but so fucking far
All I want is to hear you laugh
See you smile
Hold your hand
I want to kiss you in the rain
You hold me up when I can’t bear it
And you don’t even know how important you are
No matter how many times I say ‘I love you’
It never seems enough
When I see you smile, my stomach drops
When I hear you laugh, I hear angels sing
This is a mess
Just like the way I’m a mess for you
I need you
If I had to give up my air to be with you I would
If I had to give up my life to make yours happy I would
And it fucking terrifies me how much I love you
How much I need you
Remember when you left?
There were too many times I cried for you
Realization dawned and I knew I was fucked
Had been from the start
This hurts
But getting to know you
And have you in my life
I wouldn’t have it any other way