Love Is Blind

All I want to know is, do I ever cross your mind or somethin? It's times like these when I wish life had a rewind button, Now I'm sitting here feeling regret in the worst way, Because I seen that today's date marked your birthday, And for your day, we planned a romantic evening, But now we're apart for who knows what fucking reason, Now I'm sitting here going crazy, Because one second I say I never loved you, then the next second it's a maybe, Ignoring my texts and calls, acting all shady, I try not to have the thought of you phase me, Asking myself, "What's your issue?" Your love was a pothole I just happened to fall into, I use to think our love was special, Until I realized I didn't fall in love with you, but your potential, So now I'm sitting here pissed, For falling in love with someone who didn't even exist.