Love Don't Live Here Anymore.

You stayed with me after I did you wrong.
Is that love.
Cause all along;
you threw it in my face.
You play with my heart;
my feelings are all over the place.
Call me bitches everyday but then you tell me i love you.
What tf is this I never know if anything you say is true.
Is this love?
I went back to you after I found out about the other girl.
You fill my head with lies ;
you make me feel like your my world.
You told me you loved me and she is the side line hoe.
But when you turn your back I know that's where you go.
And you're in her face all day,
I sleep in bed alone.
She HAS a fuckin man and she's STILL tryna make HER house YOUR home.
I'm broken I'm sprung and I don't know what all it means when I say I love you too.
I even got your FUCKING name in a tattoo.
But that won't make you stay...
To be honest sometimes i want it to be over anyways.
If this is love, I don't like it.
You talk at me like I'm not human;
And I don't even fight it.
You give me back-handed compliments;
And make me feel like I'm not shit.
You always tell me to go home and just sit; 
When your running around all day-
In ANOTHER female's face.
I tell you I love you I tell you I hate you...
And when I say them I mean them both.
I just hope this is close;
To being over.
When I'm with you I hate being sober.
You bring out the worst in me,
And I do the same to you.
Nothing about our relationship was built on truth.
Maybe because its not love.
I'm getting this covered and I'm gonna leave you.
what is love???
I'm not lying I'll leave.
If you don't start treatin me like I deserve.
Because i'm SO FUCKING TIRED OF BEING HURT.
But I love the IDEA of you, all the things you could be.
Instead hoppin from female to female and not making ANYBODY truly happy. 
Not even yourself.
And I want you. I don't wanna be alone.
But your not gonna change the shit that youre on.
I don't know everything that love is but to the best of my knowledge:
I love you tho... or maybe Its just lust. idek but I still give a fuck. 
every fuck I got in me I got it fa you. 
even tho I know your lying when you say I love you too.
and u don't tell me that when your around her.
I HOPE your fuckin happy that you found her.
cause she'll leave you for her husband nd then you'll know how I feel.
maybe then you'll know or not if OUR love was real.
I know something has to be there because I wanna stick around.
I'm just not gonna be the girl that stays down.
nd takes the shit nd stands there.
I really really REALLY want you to stay around.
but not if you aren't changed 
you're driving me insane