Love Felt not Found

Eye can't see the pain, this must mean it's non-existent. Eye can taste the fear of salty tears in the distance. Eye can hear my questions but am deaf to God's answers. Smoking seems to help but they say it causes cancer. Eye miss being ignorant, the feeling is bliss. Put the razor down it isn't worth feeling this. Pain is neglected. Failure is expected. Excuses not accepted if there's proof that your desperate. Love's never given without fine-prints written. Love is a gimmick useful only to children. If mom didn't love me, how to show it to women? We all die fast when love is imprisoned.