Love-Hate

Its the worst feeling in my life

When I think about you

And all of the others that tore me apart

I'm completely different from the way I was before

You shot me down the hardest

After you picked me up from the heartaches

I did so much that I didn't want to

And its all because of them and you

You're the main subject in this hate message

I hope you read it and know its all because of you

That I kill myself and tear down my walls everyday

I give everything I have and you throw it all away

I don't have time for you and your lies

I'm going to try to love without a million more goodbyes

You're the last wrong decision that I make

So I'm gone and you no longer have to be fake

Be true to yourself and let me go

And I'll stay tall and keep putting on shows

That humiliate me and take away my glow

But its all for the one I have never stopped loving

Because she has been in my heart forever

I live my life and take my strides off of the memories of her

Although she is gone forever from my touch

I keep trucking along from that girl

Who actually makes me smile when I think of her

And has never stopped giving me butterflies from the moment I met her

Too bad she'll never know and I'll never tell her.