Love Lost Its Way

Love Lost Its Way 

In your early morning greeting your coldness burns me, 
What did you drink for you to act this away to me ? 
A taxi appeared out of no where , 
You sadden my heart in the cold dark with out a spark  
Of something good . 
Frostbitten by your aura I recoil from your stone cold heart. 
You have no love and you walk in the dark . 
Conversation is severe, monosyllabic, words thrust at me wounding like spears. 
I cry and I with hope in my eye's that you would stop and see 
The coldness you are given to me . 
You got in the taxi with a look on your face with hate , 
But then you you smile...like you had something to say , 
Once again I believe in us...but for what ! 
I look to the sky with hurt in my eyes just then I had seen to stars blinking at me . 
And the moon has its face in the water deep . 
My hearts locked in perpetual confusion . 
I was Imagining your warmth and embrace of your  arms of long ago .  
Two hearts beating as one . 
As one entity, one soul, we survey the universe. 
What now I cry with so much pain in my life because you left my side , 
I pray day and night for God to be our Gide and put your love back in my life.  
But the actuality our love has to be faced...and so much heartaches , 
At times I just want to let go ! 
But then my heart tells me no . 
My hearts thinks about Abraham and Sarah , 
And how much they have love that Jehovah gave them . 
I feel one day Jehovah will do the same for you and I . 
The oceans cries and apart waves to another way for  
True love to find what it is looking for , 
Many had shipwrecked and many had found there way . 
But for the love of my better half lost at Sea without me .  
I feel that I am slowly becoming insane out in pouring rain . 
I no longer recognize his cold darken heart that is taken my apart ! 
I am a soul waning 
A heart weakening 
In a passionless darken world, 
Lost of love with no hope of his heart to return to me . 
Lost at Sea are We . 


Lilly Emery (c)