to love or be lost

The hardest thing about loving you is me wasting my time,

 constantly thinkng about you.

All the sacrifies i made,

all the tears i shed just to find out,

you weren't even worth it.

 i let my guard down,

i l myself go in order to let you in,

others say i've changed but truly i just found myself,

simply because i thought thats what it meant to love you,

i realized because  i love you,  i lost myself

cause in reality i'm alone in this relationship,

and that isn't love.

Losing myself made me realize that i need to learn to love myself,

that won't be easy since i don't know how it feels to be loved.