Love vs. Hate

Every minute in your presence is like a trip to heaven But I feel lonely even when you’re around I feel delighted to be with you, captive of the love you give I’ve searched for a the friend in you that refuses to be found You somehow intrigue me you seem to be so cool With no you and no one else I’m forced to drown myself in these swimming pools The mere thought of you creates a smile brighter than light Desiring someone to hold me, but it’s you I cannot find and I don’t know why You said you’ll love me and I’ll be yours forever But here comes this other girl who says you two are together But I need you in my life I can’t let you go away I can’t let you hurt me over and over again You say you’ll fix it, you’ll do better and it will all be okay But I can’t let this happen I tell you it’s over, we’re through But then I hear the phone ring…… You tell me you’re sorry and you love me I can’t help but to say I love you too You make me feel like a Queen Yet being with you makes me feel less than everything Your eyes, your smile, the way you kiss I deserve more I shouldn’t feel like this This is all so fake But why does it feel so real You mean the world to me Yet when I look in the mirror I see a face covered in tears I love you I hate you I’m so confused Nothing compare to the love we share But being with you makes me feel used When we’re alone you tell me how much you adore me Around others you have a tendency to ignore me When we’re apart there is aching in my heart I have to break from you, but nothing seems to pull me apart I want you forever, all we have is our love I want to be free, free to have my heart in the right place You are the air I breath, there is no life without you You’re like poison running through my system slowly breaking me down You inspire me to be better, you are my muse You’re like a mosquito sucking the life out of me I want this to last forever But this pain I can’t take Someone release me from this curse I’m in This curse Love vs. Hate