Loved her enough to let her go

Dedicated to someone special . Am struggling while looking back at your face Why it does not hold that much grace ! reminiscing about those little infinite days Those were more than perfect as they says ! Whoever had seen even in their nightmares , There will come this days ,one would have trouble to spare ! We are a current culture obsessed by , Infected with & clamouring for something , confessing makes us shy! You love me so good that I could cry (although you consider as glitch ) There were words that pierced & feelings that didn't reach . Was I the definition of insanity ? My world was painted blue. Probably I'm the instigator . But you were the brightest light I ever knew . May be I should have believed in the delirium of interpretation . Thought I should like to enjoy love of you , was too puny for your delectation ! It's true that there is no such thing as chance , You were busy searching ways but never had patience ! So that I have fallen down , can't do this alone . But without you , can't even plays our songs . Cursing at the wind , broke my own heart , reassembling . The time we spent just a lesson , now you admitting . Why the hell we try to justify , should not sing of love , it lasts , never ! You promised it is supposed be forever , but we are not doing us any favour . Who can woke up in a cold sweat from dream . Kissed me half , months ago , can feel the same perfume & those sparking eyes with stream . Can't believe what did I just said . You can't help it out if your mind has changed . You should have understood what i really feel , Left me wondering why the hell i ever let you in . You realised our heart do not live in the same space and I am just a mess . Now walking down in a long corridor , it's nothing but darkness ! I know from the moment you left , you would be alright Will be with someone, whom you needed , not me , might ! Though the future is a mystery , love is confusing & life is hard . A little effort can make sound ominous , 'love' is the word ! It's all too astounding to comprehend , You got a hole inside my soul , When it's all turns around ,not the end . Whatelse we can do it's just our Cupid's fall . If I ever had money , I would smoke a cigar every day after luncheon and dinner . Weight of the unshared words are heavier that those shared , (although I'm a sinner ). Don't want to endure you to change your mind . When you receive this I shall be far away , you wont find . _@Chandra