LOVING THE UNFORGIVEABLE

i hate you!Because see if you would have been there and believed me like i needed you to, we wouldn't even be this way the shit we going through. But you just had to believe your man, prise posestion over your qoute daughter-man your something i can't stand. that boy touched me, i outta cut off his hand. but i know god got that nigga strapped up and bagged with a plan. i aint even tripping no more because you dont even care to listen no more. its like i talk uou dont hear, yeah you always ignore. you done huert my heart so much im suprised that shit aint tore. when things go wrong you wanna jump up and praise the lord. man..that's some bullshit got me hot all up to my core. you out there living the rich life got me out here looking poor. you out with your friends, asthma attacks going on dont you think my chest sore? you called me big dummy because i got a 1 on my score. i think you just jealous because smart aint nothing you ever wore. you good as long as you aint falling and hitting the floor.but its good because even through all this ...i love you!