The curve of her lips in that special way; your beautiful smile that makes my day. Her body was all i could think of all day without even thinking, it was as taking a breath is what you do all day yet you never think of when you taking one.
She was beautiful i must say, "love at first sight" OOH!!! was it love or lust?
Only time would tell. Laughter we shared, and good time we had.
"First love" it was, full of life and energy. A day lead us to a month and month lead us to  6 month. "Lets take our relationship to the next level" we thought. We made a wrong choice by not using a condom named "choice" while we were playing hide and seek with God in the Garden of Eden. 
"Being pregnant as a teen is not right teen girls need to be in school being bright, why not wait til you get married because YOU have to deal with that baby you carried". Anyway I'll pretend like we never heard the above statement, After all was done and said She was  pregnant.
Weight she gained, all of a sudden that which attracted me was no where to be found all i could see was a chubby girl. Now it was time to evaluate my love for her if i have ever loved her or i was in love with her body? i guess i was in love with the outer beauty not the inner beauty. "things that are visible do not last but which that are invisible do lust"  Apostle Paul recons. That was my first love, should i say love or lust well you will help me decide. lust do not last!!!
I was in love with her because i thought she will never change. Lust do not Last.