Lustfull Love

The words flowed as if a water fall was engouraging his mouth. The words of truth and wisdom as if he didn’t just sin. As if the connection was equvilant to a one night stand. The truth I’ll believe, however, I have to see it. The wisdom comes from the act of a sin. The sin in question….. Time. Was it back then, the emotional of falling for you or was it lust that helped remember your smile? So grained in my brain I could see you standing in front of me with that side ways smile that I would receive before you hugged me. Then and Now. Now and Then. Times changed…. So I figured we would all do the same…. Seeing yu happy was easier for me to let go. Knowing now, instead of an upgrade, I need a reset button in order to preset the way I saw from the beginning. Seeing you walk through light and the way it made the glisten in your eyes…. The entrnce to your soul. So deep, so revealing yet still appealing to want to get lost within. To allow you to bend my will, to be able to take my all. All with the sound of a whisper. To be able to obtain the knowledge I hold within the grip of your eyes. Unknowingly I sense the Kaos in my body…am I swept? Am I Lustful? Could it be butterflies, nerves gittered through the pulsating beat I felt in my veins? My hearts confused, the manipulation that comes with you has me in my mind wondering….. Is it love or lust? Love now or love then either way……. In my brain…. Then is where it all began so now we must underestand the end. The end however has been denied due to the fact love and lust are emotions that can never be trusted. Worse case senerio…….. It puts the final nail in my coffin.