make my throat bleed
when you fell from heaven you were screaming
knowing that you were damned to hell for the sins you committed
and all you wanted was someone to love you
when you hit the ground your wings snapped in half and your ribs cracked
as you wiped the blood from your nose, you prepared yourself for whatever was to come next
and you then forced yourself to live your new life, understanding that no one would love you anymore as you were no longer beautiful
you walked the streets in the shadows, never saying a word never making any eye contact
making sure that you were as invisible to the world as you could ever possibly be
and as every day passed you felt less alive
dark circles formed, you lost so much weight, scars accumulated all over your body, and you never felt anything
one day, for no reason in particular, you snapped
and just like the day you fell, you screamed
you screamed until your throat bled and tears formed in your eyes
you screamed until you couldnt make any more sound
when you finally got ahold of your senses, you examined your broken body
you could see your bones through your skin and your thighs were covered in dark lines
and for the first time ever, you cried
it mustve lasted for hours and hours
that day you realized something
that you were never alive in the first place
you died the moment you hit the ground
and you were merely a ghost walking around
no one could love you
and so you went on