"MANY THOUGHTS"Going

"MANY THOUGHTS"

Going toe to toe in my head as I fought
All these punches, all these thoughts
Of how my past was just that
Not just false statements, but also facts
Took time to realize what has crossed my mind
Knowing Im trying to look ahead and not behind
The fact I just graduated from high school
Took 4 years until I had the chance to rule
Now the thought of having to start over
So rare like finding a Four-Leaf Clover
I dont know how to deal with the reality
The thoughts causing a great fatality
Another thought of turning 18
Making it bigger than what it seems
Having the thought of cant waiting to get out
But dont know what the real world is all about
Learning of who to trust and who to leave
Folks either hurting or helping you achieve
The thought of playing football with my friends
How I feel that playing with them is at the end
Graduation has caused a thought of fear
Even though on my face it won't appear
Leaving my roots to pursue something new
Even if I have no clue on what to do
Experiencing life with new girls
Which one is my world
Cant cancel something new, something I bought
The Fact I have so many, so many thoughts