May 11, 2017

You showed signs of care. You showed me that someday somehow you'll be able to love me. You showed that you wanted the best for me. You showed me that you'll be able to forget your past experiences and accept me as your present. This is where I gain faith in you. More and more every time you act like you care, my faith grows. And then things change. You suddenly don't understand why I'm so in love with you. You suddenly don't understand the concept of me. You push me away and there are no signs of love. Suddenly your past captures you and I'm not able to get in. This is where my faith stays. It stays because I know somewhere some part of you cares. I just have to wait until you feel like caring again