Me

November 27, 2017

My mind is a chaos of thoughts that seem unclear

I try to verbalize how i feel but i end up in tears

I'm trying to write this but my head won't agree

That i don't deserve the sadness that takes over me

This pain that consumes me conquers my smile

And i beg for mother to give the therapist a dial

But i am denied the help i plead for

And told i'm spoiled rotten to the core

Am i really ungrateful? Im I just overreacting?

About these feelings that I find so impacting?

I feel so much i almost feel nothing at all

So i sit in my room and stare at my wall

Thinking if it would be better if i was gone

Since my feelings are always deemed as invalid and wrong

If i don't deserve this please stop the pain

Because at this point i consider a bullet through my brain

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