Me

I want to be a "real" boy. I want them to 'dab me up' when they see me in the hall

I want to goof off with them in class and laugh about funny jokes.

I want to be strong and aggressive in sports.

I want a deep voice, flat chest, a smaller ass without paying $30,000 for surgeries. 

I want a name that my parents gave me when I was born that fits me.

I want to go to the boys bathroom without fear.

I want to be brave. I want my room to look like a boys room. 

I want boy clothes that look cool. 

But most of all, I want to feel loved. 

But lets be honest here, who's gonna want a needy little girl who tries to act like a boy?

Who's gonna want a "boy" with ugly hair, thick thighs, big butt, boobs, and big lips? 

Who's gonna want a "boy"  who needs to know every 2 seconds if you still love him? 

Who gonna want a boy who got hurt by someone and still cries 3-5 times a day even after a month?

who's gonna want the boy who finds it hard to trustbecause of past relationships?

Who's gonna want to listen to the boy who complains about his mom a lot?

Who's gonna want the boy with a pitchy annoying voice?

And who's really going to be there when he needs you most? 

No one. You know why?

Because all he is, is a unlovable, annoying, stupid, ugly, 

fucking pathetic little girl. With to many issues. 

and that is all she will ever be. 

Not miguel

Not he

Not him

Not his

just she, her, hers