Me Against Myself
Free, Happy, Loved,
Unique and like no other,
Thinking before I talk and confidence in the way I walk,
Laughter is loud and full of joy,
Not interested in trying to impress any boy.
That's who I see.
That's me.
Living in a society that's damaging my sanity,
Pressured to be what the world sees as beauty.
Anxiety rises from every face I see,
The fear of judgment.
"Don't look at me, for I am not worthy" is what my conscience is saying.
But I cannot let the world know of this.
I will not let them see that I am defeated.
Drowning in a pool of tears, holding my breath, no longer fearing death,
But with the little faith I had left,
I inhaled, and opened my eyes.
I am on land,
I have been saved by the guard of life and given a second chance.
Forgiving myself for letting my mind tell me that I am not good enough,
Forgiving myself for falling under people's expectations.
I force myself to look at my reflection.
Say it, even if you don't believe it, say it.
"Free, Happy, Loved,
Unique and like no other,
Thinking before I talk and confidence in the way I walk,
Laughter is loud and full of joy,
Not interested in trying to impress any boy."
This is the person I see.
The real me.