The me behind my veil

Tears rolling on my cheeks

why?

This pain is greater than any other I have ever felt 

Always putting on this fake smile but how I wish you'd all understand my pain

Can't tell anyone about all these sleepless nights spent crying 

I cry out for help but no one hears me

All I see is these mother fuckers coming my way 

I ain't nobody's bitch 

Friends are disappearing

family turned insensitive 

Today I understand better what is meant by only child 

I've always been strong but this kills me everyday 

Now loneliness and bitterness became part of me

Yeah, I changed 

The day you made me this person you can barely look at 

I am now a smiling girl during the day and a bitter lady at night