Me or Not

What no one sees Comes to me when I am alone Who is really there In the dark When she comes she is lost She shows me who I am how I could be Wants to love be loved to know heart I sit and wonder how to be Through the window there is another me So much is expected Where is the light The right path When will I learn Will I truly feel happy Children with someone who cares Road of hardship avoided Will the moon come out at night like the sun does every morning As I sit and think about society dream about revealing me I listen to the sounds of the world Nothing is clear as the glass Everything is muddy No one truly understands I don’t understand There are times as I am asleep She comes to me so beautiful Who I am But I am not In the dream we see life as we want it to be I finally make sense Why couldn’t it last I get up the moon is gone window blank road covered The path is lost I must keep hidden must conform to live But why