Meaning

I have barely lived my life, yet I feel like I can not live anymore

Everyone says you have somehting to live for but, do I really?

What are they able to see that I am not?

What am I doing wrong, or am I just wrong?

Someone please tell me the answer I seak.

Because if this goes on I will no longer speak

Speak the words that I long to say

That death is in my corner and i'm keeping it at bay.

It comes to me at night 

Calling  in my dreams 

To the other side is where it leads 

But do I dare to go 

Where no man leaves