memories

I try to smile but how can i when my heart black when I stare into your eyes I feel like I'm trap when you on my mind I start to have flash backs of the good times oh what a time but things change people do to I knew if I would ever lose you I wouldn't have a clue on what to do so I sit here stuck all day like I have the flu I'm just sick of the fact I can't have you but my heart is dark as night but I will still always put up a fight just to be with you for one more night