Memories.

I love you today, as I have from the start. Baby, trust me I will love you forever with all of my heart. <3 I hope you see this. I hope you know it's for you. I love you, you let me go. I tried getting your attention but, you ignored me. I tried staying but you pushed me away. I hope you see that I am so over you. Who am I kidding, I'm not over you. I miss you, but you don't. It's alright, I guess. I'll for get about you like you forgot all about me. I will always remember those amazing nights where we used to hug each other, I didn't wanna let go. I still remember the night where you walked in the girls restroom & we kissed. I remember you running to the ice cream store just to get me napkins for my bloody nose. I still remember those I love you's. I still remember the smell of your jacket, the touch of you skin, your lips, your eyes, your hands holding mine tight, I remember almost everything about you. Pssh, I remember when you once loved me, but I guess that's all over. The only thing we have now are memories, sweet amazing memories. I wish you knew how much I miss you, but you don't. I would do anything just to fix my past, we'll probably still be together right now. If I ever wanna hug you again, I know it's gonna have to be in my head. All of these words I have been wanting to tell you, but I couldn't. I wish I could tell you how I feel, but what's the point it's not worth it. Now all we have are memories.