Memories

I try to remember

the look in his eyes

as he stared into mine.

But I can't.

No I won't.

This isn't love,

it's just thoughts.

My life now.

I try to remember

that first time

his lips found mine.

But I can't.

No I won't.

Then again,

I want to remember

the good times

and the bad

because these moments

are my life.

They make me

who I am.

So I can't forget the past

I won't.