Memories haunt me

I miss the days

when I smiled and laughed

but nowadays 

it feels like I've hit rock bottom

cant seem to smile 

no matter what's going on 

can't fall in love

even though I've found the one

the memories won't go away 

they just haunt me

and everything I do 

wish I could say goodbye to them

Wish I could just live my life

but they haunt me 

don't wanna be here any longer

i don't wanna die though 

I just want to feel happy again 

I think I've been patient 

but these memories make me wait 

taken five years

just to get this far 

but they still haunt me

why can't they just go away