Memories Now Forgotten

(I don't know why the ending got all jumbled up, sorry.)

You can't undo this

You can't get back what you've lost

You can't erase the past

You can't redeem yourself

I won't beat myself up anymore

I'm fucking done, done with everything

I'm done with this pain, this misery

I'm done living every day in agony

I'm fucking done waiting for a day

That I know will never come

Suffering day by day

Being torn apart

At the core of who I am

I'm done with this

Slogging through life

Faking every smile

Forcing every laugh

I'm done, I've given all I have to give

There's nothing left of me. 

This is my final goodbye

I won't come back

This is the end

This is the end of everything

Everything we had is crumbling

This home we built is falling to pieces

As I walk through the door

Leaving you and him to be buried

With the rest of our memories