Memory of You

As I sit in my bedroom, searching the forest like a crow,

I reflect on my past few months

And thought, “I wish it went by more slow”.

As I sit in my bedroom, the light low,

The brain keeps twisting

And I wonder, “Why is my mood so low?”

But then I remembered the long nights

The nights that flew by so fast

I will be honest it made my heart tight:

“Hello,” I say, “Here you are again,”

You came, you left, I got the message

The memories crawl back into my brain.

The way you made me feel so cared for-

These feelings cannot be regretful.

Walking down the old dark route,

You shun the moon’s bright light on me

Did you love me? Was there doubt?

I wouldn’t know, you were shut down

The King of all my wildest dreams,

Oh, how I craved that precious crown.

Like winning a marathon, an award to be in your presence

“A day of the weekend would work just fine,”: a smile.

Be it rain, snow, or hail upon the day, I sure wasn’t careless;

But I had my life, and you had yours

Thy godly angel eyes that lit the world

You were the best of all my cures.

Since the time of robust red,

I’m found still sleepless in my bed.

As I sat in my bedroom, my mood low,

I reflect on the past few months

And I thought, “I wish it went more slow”.

Yet again I open the senile memory door

The scent of smooth cologne sneaks through it

Things are not as they were before.

My, oh, my, but how it felt-

To love, connect, appreciate

The taste of love and sweet velvet.

The way life runs, I guess it’s only fair

To live for what is best for solely you:

Maybe we were never meant to be a pair?

To this day the nights are Grey

Here, for the memory of you, I dearly pray.