Message for you.

you need a manual

a decoding system 

i need to understand why you do certain things

like hanging out then not talking to me for months

like what the fuck

did i do something

most of the time you tell me i didn't

but that doesn't reassure me

you like me or not

be upfront with me

because sooner or later

I won't be your back burner left on

your second choice 

or your comfort 

ill be gone and have moved on