Why is it that every time I try to write

its like my heart and mind

are having a fight?

My mind has this amazing idea 

but my heart totally disagrees 

It's hard to channel this

tsunami of a storm going on 

in my head. 

Most nights I can't even ger

cozy in my own bed

sometimes counting sheep doesn't

even help this insanity. 

I just wonder why it won't leave me

for one night. 

I feel like everything I do is

never right,

all it feels like is my

sanity turning into a 

dog fight..