Mind in confusion

Mind in confusion, Everything seems like an illusion, Thought it was going well, Guess I just couldn't tell, eyes seeing nothing but this Mirage, I expected myself to be the one doing the sabotage, trying to think of what I did wrong, the list isn't very long, every exact word, every exact phrase, every exact body movement, every exact glance, Still I can't see it, This just doesn't sit, things don't seem to fit,