Mind Over Matter

It does not matter what it means

or does not mean

It matters that I have allowed you 

to get close enought to dwell in my thoughts

to try to decode my emotions

my desires and my wants and needs

I have told you enough already

made you think twice already

to read this again and not realize 

that it does not matter what I say

the meaning well always differ

from the actual though

But you have figured it out

Your on a verge of a break though 

Life as you know it just has changed

I mean

Do you hate what I've said... are you hurt?

Or is it because you assume it matters